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Showing posts with label broken. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Food

Dozens of children called up to show
Their answer to the question:

“What does your family look like?”


With mums and dads and siblings galore
Some from far flung across the globe
Others conceived in the same womb side by side
Smiley faces
With arms open wide
Stood by trees
And houses
Dogs in tow
Grandmas in the back

All saying the same thing:

“This is my family, whom I love.”

Amidst arguments and tantrums,
play fights and the real,
forced meals at the table,
laundry lining the hallways,
dishwasher on repeat,
and angry music vibrating floorboards,
There can still be love.

The time I wrestled him up,
‘Sharpshooter’ strain to pee.
Three months grounding,
for late night sojourn.
Sangria driven buggy,
meanders through Tenerife streets.
Accidental stumble,
onto nudist beach.
Late night jokes,
watching Madea.
Despite mother’s hand shielding from camera,
moments between us still beautifully captured:


“This is my family, whom I love”

Politicians argue
over civilisation’s demise
Homeless & runaways
Prisons overflowing
Abuse and violence
Rape and suicide
Addictions extensive
And remedies are sought
But the source isn’t prevented
The brokenness of our land’s foundation
Houses constructed on sand
ignored.

From the windows young faces
Peer from tattered curtains
Tear-stained eyes
because they could not
and cannot say:

“This is my family, whom I love”

Above the water
And the land
the crowning of creation
“it is good”
we as people
heart and bones
two flesh become one
establishing a legacy
for days to come.
Eternal vows
broken in a brief minute.
Promises shattered,
single eyes cry,
over bulging bumps
isolated grief.

“Where is my family, who I love?”

The cry of too many.

Do you have room 
at your table
to feed the family-less?
When they need not just 
the edible food prepared
But the restoration
And nourishment
and their hearts?


Monday, November 1, 2010

Winter

Researchers have proved that November 1st is the most depressing day of the year.

66% of the population feel depressed as they struggle: It’s cold, the days are darker, and you’re miserable because it’s the first day after you that beautiful night when you got an extra hour’s sleep.

Besides the excitement of wearing your cuddly seasonal coat for the first time, Christmas dinner and a debauched New Years Eve, there isn’t much to look forward to in Winter. By its very definition it is a dark, rainy, cold, bleak time where all you want to do is hide away under your duvet covers sipping hot chocolate and come up again in spring like a hibernating creature.

Life is winter.

Your excitement at moving into a new house is overshadowed by the fact that your husband is still working in your old city, and it will be a couple more weeks before you join him…

…Him?! A Husband?! I’m so far from a husband it’s ridiculous! If I have to smile fakely at one more Christmas princess themed wedding I might just scream...

Screaming kid, all through the night never stops, when will I get to sleep and return to a sense of normality?...

Normal. There is nothing normal about living in a different country to your friends and family. Nothing normal about feeling unsupported and confused and unloved…

Unloved. Cast off. Ditched. What kinda friend was she?!

She can’t be ill. Terminal? No. She had so much life. I’m not ready for her to

Curl
Up
And
Die.

That’s how we feel.

The problems trail behind us like a grocery list.
The pain we feel is as raw as the day we first got cut.
The people around you just don’t understand.

I hurt right now. So much and for so many reasons.

But I know you are hurting too.

And that makes it better.

Not in a morbid, “Ha ha, sucks to be be you” kinda way.
But in a, “This is who we are as humanity” kinda way.

Broken
Desperate people
Coping
Barely
Each day
With the trials that come along our way.

Sometimes we feel that we are the only one.
But we’re not.
We’re not so special that we have been isolated and set apart for all the worst things in the world to storm and rain over our heads.
Even though it feels like that.

I love winter for the sheer fact that despite the cold, snow and rain, I can put on my bright coloured sugar boots with leg warmers, a cosy hat and scarf, and go outside

And revel in it.

I turn the winter
Into my wonderland.

I don’t ignore the weather.

I find joy in it.

I find others who are inside, depressed by the darkened landscape of their lives,
And I invite them to come out and enjoy what they can.

















We don’t ignore our problems.
We don’t forget them.

We just realize that there is more to our life than them.

Some of my problems will be better in a day.
Others will take weeks, months…maybe years.

But I have been promised by Father God that we can be sure that every detail in our lives of God is worked into something good.

Every detail.
Every tear.

Ever snowflake of winter.

Worked into something.

And that something will be good.


















You can always find colour in winter. 


Photos courtesy of Paul Green, an AMAZING photographer!!